recently been a little out of whack in life. so i've been doing a lot more praying and reflection (than i probably would for the rest of, oh.. i dunno, couple of months?) then just today i talked to four people (all blasts from my past) and i realised i missed them all. i missed my life back then. it was something comforting to talk to them, fall back in the same routine.
1. Stef- she's been my best friend since p4-5? she was there when i was doing ballet, bands and braces. she was the person i could turn to, talk and not have to be someone else. i could turn up in my oldest shorts and shirt and we'd still hang out.
2. Chris- he's the peanut butter to my jelly. it tastes gross (to me) but actually we contrast to the point of being friends instead of enemies. he's the one i share my problems and vice versa. =)
3. Mark- he's like this antagonist. yet at the same time he's the joker who makes you laugh at his antics. oh yeah, and he has the penchant of making fun of my name. =/
4. Winz- though i never actually saw him face to face. we talked a lot on msn and audition. (to the point where wenjie stopped playing audi coz he hated that we talked a lot e.g. the 10pm-4am audition marathon winz and i had)
i've never really opposed changes but at the same time i've never really liked them. ugh. not that i have a choice. cant keep hanging on to the past.
bleah. thinking of changing my blog skin and blog song. but i'm kinda lazy. wahhaa. tomorrow gonna watch zohan. hope it's good. i really need some laughs.
what we could have been, 11:33 pm.